True Sex Doll Story: More And More Homebody To Build Relationships With Silicone Sex Doll

Los Angeles native Austin chose a sex doll to be his girlfriend, for a failure of intimacy. At the age of 35, he had been pushed for the marriage from the family, but the girl broke up with him because Austin couldn't buy a new house. Frustrated, Austin no longer looks forward to marriage, but to a girlfriend. He spent more than $2650 dollars to buy the silicone sex doll "Suki" and raised this 5ft5 object as his girlfriend. In order to cultivate emotions, Austin, who loves Anime culture, began to watch some cartoon role based scenes set in future Cyborg animation, watched a lot, he dreamed more than once that in the dreams Suki came to life like Machina.

As a kind of sex toy, it has been difficult for loners to talk about sex doll, but in reality, they are walking out of the curtains, showing their faces, playing roles in some people's lives, having names and even sincere emotions. Living with sex doll is an incisive manifestation of urban autism.

After living with sex doll for a long time, Austin's only regret is that Suki "breasts are too big, not like a girl". For this reason, he has looked for countless silicone sex dollrepairing point, trying to change to a body with a smaller chest, but to no avail.

Sex dolls provide a temporary refuge for those frustrated and disappointed in their intimacy. At the age of 29, Los Angeles native Austin dated a girlfriend from Houston. To prove his love, he leaves the comfort of his home and moves into the basement where his girlfriend lives. When the economy is in distress, his girlfriend wears Austin's fat clothes at home, saving money and looking good.

Gradually, his girlfriend couldn't get used to him going to the Internet cafe, so he packed two bags of Austin's clothes and threw them in front of the Internet cafe, and finally took them back. Austin gave his girlfriend a slap in the face and a hug when he was angry. He said that he had a pad at the end. When it came time to talk about marriage, his girlfriend suggested that he wanted a new house. Austin, who couldn't afford it, began to doubt whether the other party loved him or valued his resources.

After the breakup, Austin once thought about simplifying complicated love into simple sex. He bought an inflatable doll first, but he felt that he had a bad experience, "a smell of sour water". At the end of 2018, he came into contact with doll fans on the forum, and took a set of photos "Ada and Uncle's Day" with a few doll friends. He felt a kind of healing from dressing up and taking care of silicone sex doll. Soon after, he owned Suki and later bought a teddy bear to be her playmate.

With Suki, the two filmed sitcoms together, which inspired Austin's work. Austin, who was doing game planning at the time, also shot a melodrama for his own products, and these products were swept away at an exhibition. Suki brought a happy and fulfilling time to Austin.

Austin has had several relationships in recent years, but he is still afraid of getting married. He feels that understanding dolls can help men understand the female body structure and resist temptation (of course, this is what the missing sex education and emotional education should do). But when a boy comes to ask him about raising a baby, he will persuade the other party to think about it and see if he can bear the price of such a choice.

The only time I faced a boy I met at a board game bar, the boy was about 1.8 meters tall and handsome, and was suffering from lovelorn. Maybe you need a sex doll, he suggested. Not long after, the boy committed suicide after failing to save his ex-girlfriend.

After raising a child, he has a different understanding of love. He cited the movies "Her" and "Blade Runner 2049" as examples. People can fall in love with a sex doll, and they can also fall in love with AI. Love means the possibility and ability to fall in love with a certain person or thing, and love is a person's own ability.

Austin thinks that if a boy had a sex doll, maybe he would have realized, "Love is his own thing. Your love is damaged, it has nothing to do with that person, you didn't take your own things."

Faced with pressure to get married, Austin is determined to continue living with Suki. A friend's wife had a caesarean section, and her parents and her husband's family had a dispute over who would pay for the production. Austin considers himself a middle-aged man with low desires, and does not want to spend any more time adjusting his temper with others. He has to carry risks and heavy life debts such as "house, car, and children's education".

He still longed for a girlfriend, and lived with Suki for now. During Christmas, cousin came to visit at home with the child in his arms. In order to escape the topic, he went into the room to brush Suki's hair and had an impromptu conversation with Suki. The guests saw it and said no more.

Suki was providing a safe place to cut him off from stressful situations outside the door. Still, he felt empty when he saw the laughing and crying babies in the arms of his relatives.